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Sunday, September 23, 2007

love punk... ;

Why do we still like a person though we know that we will still get hurt at the end? I hate the fact that I'm still into him. I hate it. I just hope that I'll be numb so as not to feel this heart stabbing feeling. Why am I feeling like this? He's just a guy and I'm not supposed to feel this way. He's nothing. HE'S NOBODY.Yesterday, while we were in the library, he teased me again with my weight. I hate but like him. And I don't know why! I just want this feeling to go away but the more I forced to forget him, the more I'm pushing myself towards falling in love with him. Huhuhu...I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to fall for him because he always criticize and make fun of other people (including me!), he has this tendency to underestimate other people, and lastly, he loves his self TOO MUCH. God, help me in dealing with this feeling. I don't want to fall again. I don't like this feeling. I hate him. I hate this feeling...

love punk... ;

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Just watched the fifth Harry Potter installment last friday with 4 of my closest friends in first year :sophie , sheele, meagan and alyza.What can I say, this was the best HP movie. I WASN'T DISAPPOINTED! No siree. I remembered all those times I came out of the theatres after watching an HP movie.... I'd be so disappointed and whiny. I would always complain about the thousands alterations they did and how fast-paced the movie was.But this movie was nothing but! WOW. We could not even stop laughing at the one-liners and saying "aww" at those cheesy-suck-it-up moments.I even enjoyed Snape.

My top favourite lines and parts of HP5 movie:

"I know you hate him. But you got to admit Minister, Dumbledore's got style." - Kingsley Shacklebolt.

'Isn't this great, breaking the rules?" - Hermione"Who are you? What have you done to Hermione Granger?" - Ron (as a reply to that above statement of Hermione's)

"I'm sorry Professor, but I must not tell lies." - Harry to Umbridge as she was being carried off by a bunch of angry centaurs *insert my applause here*"GRAWP! PUT. ME. DOWN...... NOW!" - Hermione to Grawp

"As my mom would always say: The things that we lose would always find its way to come back to us." - Luna Lovegood

"It's a protection from the Nargles." - Luna Lovegood pertaining to her necklace"Wet." -Harry talking about that LONG kiss with Cho Chang.

"Stay away from her!" - Ron to Grawp, reacting so jealously after Harry said that Grawp likes Hermione

*Mrs. Figg raising her hand during Harry's hearing as to favour Harry to be cleared of all charges.

**Snape's worst memory

**Hermione saying Voldemort's name

**Ginny kicking some a$ in Dumbledore's Army. She's so damn good.*

love punk... ;

Darling I want you to listenI stayed up all night, so I can get this thing rightAnd I don't think there's anything missingCause a person like you, made it easy to doI've waited for so long, to sing to you this song
Cause your eyes are the windows to heavenYour smile could heal a million soulsYour love completes my existenceYou're the other half that makes me wholeYou're the only other half that makes me whole
I think the angels are your brothers, yeahThey told you about me, said you're just what she needsAnd I find myself thanking your motherFor giving birth to a saintMy spirit flies when I say your nameIf there's one thing that's trueIt's that I was born to love you
Cause your eyes are the windows to heavenYour smile could heal a million soulsYour love completes my existenceYou're the other half that makes me wholeYou're the only other half that makes me whole
You make my dreamsCome true over and, over againAnd I honestly truly believeYou and me are written in the starsI live my whole life throughTo giving thanks to you
Cause your eyes are the windows to heavenYour smile could heal a million soulsYour love completes my existenceYou're the other half that makes me wholeYou're the only other half that makes me whole....

love punk... ;

Tuesday, July 3, 2007

as of now, this blog is UNDER CONSTRUCTION. so please bear with me.

rosh

love punk... ;

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i remember when i was watching full house...

i got to the part wherein young-jae or justin, gave jessie or ji-eun, a bunch of dozens of roses...

curious then, jessie asked justin why he gave her so many flowers...

justin answered that it was to prepare her for the coming days...(since they were getting their divorce in a couple of days)

they were, according to him, "anesthesia, so it wouldn't hurt that much"...

after the scene, i was left to think if maybe, just maybe, happy moments are made to lessen the blow of upcoming tragedies...

maybe, they really are anesthesia, so that when a sad thing happens, one will, have something happy to think about...

one will have something to be thankful for...

what if life is really like that??

it scares me, because...

im really happy right now...

does it mean that tomorrow, i'd find myself crying??

love punk... ;

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

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If I could be a scientist, I wud create a time machine wherein I could reverse the past, suppress my mistakes. If I could turn back time, I would make sure that things go out well. If only I could.. Yet. This isn't goin to happen. People are inclined to make mistakes. People are inclined to hurt one another in one way or another. People are not the master of this game. People don't know how to make a Time Machine.

love punk... ;

I hate routine, who doesn?t? Well, routine is soothing and surely brings order in our daily life but when it becomes Queen Supreme, it stifles our everyday existence. So when I?m into something and I felt like I am locked down at it, I hurriedly change it and so I can be free. I don?t like to be in one place for too long. Discovering new places, new ways of life, new food, and new friends is what I love most. Knowing new faces taught me how to be more friendly and open. I love nature. It?s empowering. Before I was so scared to go out and talk to anyone but when I?ve met new friends I found out that I didn?t really like rotting myself at home. I?m your typical girl who?s so tied-up to my past, constantly reminiscing, always looking back. Honestly living my life in the past is not only sad but it?s too tiring. Dwelling on it brought me so much loneliness and depression.

love punk... ;

Life is full of mysterious surprises.

I wonder how my life will be when I step into my next chapter of life...

I cant wait.

love punk... ;

last night, something special happened to me. my crush, for my entire high school life, told me he likes me...i refuse to believe so i told him that maybe he likes me as a textmate, friend or lil sissy...but he told me that i was wrong, there's something. i mean something.
his words are still uncertain,. so he decided to finally explained it...

''im not joking. i dont really look physically, character matters
for me and that's what you got...THERE'S MORE TO YOU THAN MEETS THE
EYE!''

i *blushed*, he even told me that its really hard to find a girl like me... (aww...sweet!)...i've been waiting for this for so long. my friends are confuse why i like him...

When somebody ask me what do i see in him...i smile ans say
''everything you dont!''

june 18, '07 memorable...=)

love punk... ;

Friday, June 15, 2007

Life is like drawing, before making a move, we try to doodle or sketch before finalizing things. But what we dont know is that the more we plan, more things are being messed up. Every wrong sketch, one paper is being crumpled and thrown away. But, in life, you can't repeat things over and over again. In drawing, our life is only a pencil, it can go any direction, can create something good or bad. If you put so much effort in handling it, it may be broken, but can be sharpened again. But like any other pencil, the time will come when its lead will run out and will be useless... Like us, we have our own limitation... But no one can replace us, besides the pencil you used during your kindergarden was different from the pencil you used as an architect,right?

love punk... ;

It is easy to point the mistakes of other people and blame them. But more often, it is difficult to see our own mistakes and accept the blame. Should it always be the fault of the 'self' or of others? or both?

To make it somewhat fair. Maybe I should say it is both. But... what if it's the fault of the 'self'? I am completely being unfair to others. Why should they be blamed for something they haven't done in the first place? But what if it's the carelessness of others? Why should the self be blamed?

Does it matter to know who's who? Or should we only look for solutions without finding the culprit? But how would we find the solution-s if we do not know the cause-s?

My point is, the moment we try to look for the cause-s we are led into an endless pursuit of finding something we do not know-something alien. It is like asking how man came into existence. Is it God who created man? Is the theory of Darwin about man's evolution true? At the end, there are some mysteries that WILL forever remain as mysteries. Not everything could be answered by science or would be explained by theology. That's why sometimes it is useless to dig deeper. The important thing is things exist. Anyway, we can only trust our JUDGMENT because truth is subjectivity.

love punk... ;

After such a long hiatus from blogging, all that time cleared my head. Translation, this last hurrah will leave an indelible mark that says, "hey, not all media in the world is evil". So here is a movie review. =]

Here is a film called Music & Lyrics which stars Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore. The story revolves around the growing love of the two when they are both given the knowledge and privilage to write the next big hit of Cora Corman, a superstar bigger than Britney Spears.

Now here is a movie worth watching. Not only is the plot interesting but my gosh, the songs are very good! At first, though, I thought that hugh and drew [it rhymes!] had no chemistry since they have a HUGE age gap but they are a great match. I actually got goosebumps in their sweet moments. I get less of those now since not a lot of people on screen have real chemistry. You should absolutely watch this flick. For all those really mushy at heart but cannot stand Nicholas Spark-ish movies, this is a genuine must see.

love punk... ;